This is not a post that im writing cos i want to remember sumthin or because im shit bored and so i thought id update my blog
its a post with my thoughts
Thoughts ive had in the recent past , t feels good though havent been able to think with such a clear mind in quite a while , finally i am able to think about whats going on in my life in that perticular way in w2hich i havent been able to think for quite a while.I dont know if you guys have thoughts which lead to various other thoughts and as each new thought arrives u like to think harder ..search more for answers you dont have , but thats the whole point there are no answers...so u keep thinking until finally uve lost ur thought process. My thought process started in the evening maybe at around 6 30 after listening to some music ..it helps u know...so it started and usually it last for about 15 -20 minutes or maybe an hour at the most ..I was on my way for a tennis lesson that i had to make up for the many i missed, i really needed it so my thinking process went on a short holiday for about 45 mins while my tennis lesson was going on even though i did think a bit while i was playing ..you cant help but do so...so after my lesson got over i restarted or well..continued my thought for the day ..
The thought isnt just a single thought its a whole jumble bumble of thoughts but i consider the thought that it starts of with to be the HEAD THOUGHT and so it goes on and on till uve made up ur mind or till uve realised u cant make up ur mind..I like having short walk the talks with people it helps u get ideas for the HEAD THOUGHT or gives u a person to discuss ur thoughts with ..See if they share the same thoughts ..It could be as random a thought as Why is an apple green and not purple ...I guess thats why people give such thoughts in their posts on their blog to see if people share the same thoughts (especially for these types of posts)...Ive found it hard to relate to some posts but really easy to relate to some others ....
and so here it is
Its funny how you really want to do something may it be learning to play football ,being a pilot , getting into harvard or whatever other goals u may wish to achieve ..but then again once youve achieved the goal youve gained some experience it feels great ....but then you realise you have to sacrifice something to gain something the gain-lose equilibriuum ,if i may call it so.
You dont want to lose any of the two and finally you realise which one is more precious which one is more valuable...It scares you...Your not ready to let go of what you have achieved ...I am drifting away from what i actually thought off in the car ...i find it hard to remember the thoughts that are involved in the thought process since there are so many of them...Let me see if i can get back on track..
There are those times when youre 100% sure of what you have to do or what you believe in and then all of a sudden one instance could make u think ..could change ur mind all of a sudden...maybe it made u realise something ...For example today Cygnus played Orion in an inter house football match i felt really determined to win this match as it was a crucial one for us and i felt confident after a bit of practice on the day before when we played during a substitution period..I may have been equally skilled as some of the other players who i could have been substituted for but the difference was that for this match i knew i was going too play well .
Its true how lifting ur teams spirit up by words or other things such as creating team songs team screams ...or whatever you call it (Qu'est ce que cest for an example)...I believe...
The feeling of achievement is great,but theres always more to achieve ..therefore dissolving your other achievements for the time being , thats what setting new targets or goals does
No , your mistaken now ....This post or this thought process has hardly anything to do with football , thats just an example ...The days events led me to this thought process .. The weeks events maybe even the years events ..I hadnt had such a free thought for a while and as each free thought entered from nowhere ..my inner smile increased....
The thought kept me going ...till finally i realised what greed , jealousy, hatred can make a person do what it can make you yourself do ..make you realise your not always right but then again if you realise that you know your getting somewhere ...you know that your changing ...or maybe that the surroundings are changing you
A new atmosphere ..
A hurricane ... A Bolt of lightning ..is what has struck
I just wish I could change me for you...not change you for me ..because if i change me you change you...or maybe u dont but soon u shall realise that you have to ...
What was there isnt there anymore ..its missing
Has it changed or is it still the same ..Maybe its the realisation that can help you find it
Where is it?
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Facts :-
1.It is possible to go blind from smoking too heavily.
2.In Australia, Burger King is called Hungry Jack's.
Songs :-
1.Led Zeppelin - Communication Breakdown
2.Lynyrd Skynyrd - Free Bird
3.Incubus - Megalomaniac
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6 comments:
And you said I wouldn't understand8-). Why? Because you think I don't think along the same lines from time to time? Maybe because it doesn't appear as though I do.
Doesn't everyone? The difference being, not everyone can/wants to bring out their thoughts on paper.
Isn't that one of those so - called harsh facts of life? The whole gain - loss equilibrium (which I think sounds pretty cool). To gain something you need to sacrifice something. Then you have a choice to make. Is the gain good enough for you to sacrifice your 'going-to-be loss'. Yup. It most certainly scares you. Frightens you or terrifies you. It's different for everyone.
Usually you THINK you're a 100% sure of what you need to or have to do. And then a single incident makes you change your mind. Or maybe it's just a realization.
If you change you and I change me, it wouldn't make any sense (not referring to ourselves here) anymore. It wouldn't be what it was.. Maybe that's the point?
Yes. Sometimes it is your surroundings changing you. And I think it's different in different situations. Whether or not the surroundings change you, that is.
Isn't it what you need to find?
Really thought-provoking post. And you should realize that there ARE other people who have similar thoughts - even 'why is an apple green and not purple' ones. Strangely. Though I always wondered why fire was made up of 3 clours - black in the heart, blue protecting the heart and the yellow being the surface - what we see at first from the outside.
Keep blogging:P!
PS : Hungry Jack's? You're kidding:O?! Oh, and MSN randomly not working:@.
kapinskii...well done!...finally someone who decided to come with a post which appears 2 have no sense...but infact in end makes complete sense...hope that made sense :SS...ahh yes, the human thought process...wonderful way it works...makes u wonder how complicated each one of us individuals are...i agree yet i disagree with ur thoughts...only because at the moment i have my own thoughts condtadicting urs...thus, i give you the beauty of the human mind...its a gift from God...its a pity some of us take it for granted...so lets all just sit and...THINK...OF A...THOUGHT !!...interestingly interesting post :PP...
hey u spelt particular rong its wt i typed, nt pErticular. jus thought u should no cz it dint seem lyk a slang spellin. nice blog btw =)
Kapinski.
I like that! I'm tired of calling him Kapu Bhaiya:P.
Kapinskiiiii:D!
i can relate to giving up things, things i had wanted to do-i can't seem to get a perfect balance. the inner satisfaction is somewhat missing.But lifes full of opportunities.
"The feeling of achievement is great,but theres always more to achieve ..therefore dissolving your other achievements for the time being , thats what setting new targets or goals does"
Brilliant statement. Makes no sense the first time you read it. The second time gives a hard impact.
I do agree with shalu, if we both change then whats the point?
-nehow sorry for the comment, just feeling a lot of these thoughts recently....
Very good post, really "thinking of a thought" this time...keeep it up...
Mini
oops i meantsorry for the "late comment"
lol...
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